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Gingaover 8 years ago

i should stop the pity party before it gets annoying sorry i'm gonna stop now i guess

Gingaover 8 years ago

but i got ice cream today so thats the most productive thing i did probably all week haha

Gingaover 8 years ago

and im still on the downswing now so its only gonna get worse for the next few weeks before i'll get to be happy again if im lucky

Gingaover 8 years ago

i dont have motivation for anything even like video games ive just been aimlessly browsing youtube all day

Gingaover 8 years ago

i have homework due tomorrow and i cant let it be late or its a 0 and even still im struggling to have any motivation for it at all

Gingaover 8 years ago

i'm here for like 3 weeks and its going to be a looooong 3 weeks

Gingaover 8 years ago

im stuck back at home with my family and its killing me already

Gingaover 8 years ago

i have to wake up early tomorrow and go to church, 2 things i really really dont want to do

Gingaover 8 years ago

Well I had my day of happiness yesterday, so that was nice i guess

Gingaover 8 years ago

Karma. By Shatterproof.

Gingaover 8 years ago

daily song is Okay Everyone! from Doki Doki Literature Club

This game makes me happy.

Gingaover 8 years ago

daily song is Light That Fire by Oh The Larceny

Gingaover 8 years ago

sammy

love you bro

love u too no homo

deleteddeletedover 8 years ago

love you bro

Gingaover 8 years ago

daily song is Your Reality by Monika (Mild Doki Doki Literature Club Spoilers)

If you haven't yet, play Doki Doki Literature Club. It's short and free.

Gingaover 8 years ago

daily song is That's So Yesterday by World War Me

Gingaover 8 years ago

didnt sleep last night

tried to

but didnt

now im tired and sad and sick to my stomach and life is totally radical woohoo

Gingaover 8 years ago

nO WAIT THIS IS IT THIS IS ME

Gingaover 8 years ago

me_irl

Gingaover 8 years ago

daily song is Delirium Tremendous by Felix Hagan & The Family

Gingaover 8 years ago

Ally

i don't think esports is causing ur self esteem issues @ all and if it's something you enjoy and if you really are happier when you play you should keep at it

as much as ppl will say "ree the internet is worsening your depression" that's not necessarily true in all cases

love and support u

thank u i love u too

deleteddeletedover 8 years ago

i don't think esports is causing ur self esteem issues @ all and if it's something you enjoy and if you really are happier when you play you should keep at it

as much as ppl will say "ree the internet is worsening your depression" that's not necessarily true in all cases

love and support u

Gingaover 8 years ago

Otherscott

Elfen
Forrest is 200% correct here and generally online gaming is known to cause low self-esteem.

From what I've seen until now, you're a really smart person. This means you clearly can make some changes on your life. The point is to go and make them and not to hesitate.
I think there's a correlation/ causation question here about the relationship between online gaming and low self esteem.

I'm sorry you're not enjoying your esports club Ginga but I do recommend to keep chipping away at it for a little longer.

oh no im not gonna like quit or anything its literally the only thing i do outside of sit at home and go to class so i should probably keep in it regardless

Otherscottover 8 years ago

Elfen

Forrest is 200% correct here and generally online gaming is known to cause low self-esteem.

From what I've seen until now, you're a really smart person. This means you clearly can make some changes on your life. The point is to go and make them and not to hesitate.

I think there's a correlation/ causation question here about the relationship between online gaming and low self esteem.

I'm sorry you're not enjoying your esports club Ginga but I do recommend to keep chipping away at it for a little longer.

Gingaover 8 years ago

Elfen

Forrest is 200% correct here and generally online gaming is known to cause low self-esteem.

From what I've seen until now, you're a really smart person. This means you clearly can make some changes on your life. The point is to go and make them and not to hesitate.

if i had low self-esteem before i played online games what do i do

because im the happiest when i play games so there appears to be a problem here

im really not smart though, and i lack the motivation to make those changes

but at the same time i know its my fault and im sort of content with it? i wouldnt say happy but im resigned to it at this point its really not so bad just i need to complain sometimes

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