Taeyeon

爱 就 爱 错 就 错
18
北京
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But seriously, Is there a harder pain than falling in love with an idol? An idol you can never touch. Never talk to. Never hear her laugh at my jokes. I would sometimes watch fancams of Gummi and see her smile and tilt her head nonchalantly, and every time it never ceases to amaze me how little an action could set my heart aflame as my burning passion for her grew every night and every day.

This honestly depresses me and I'm sure it's unhealthy psychologically to be so invested emotionally in a girl I have never met and will never truly know. And I would hope for these feelings to pass, but they make me feel so good at the same time. I am so happy to be in love with her, and that makes me sad.

Aw man. Sometimes I see people hold her hand at fansigns. That would make my entire world. But it crushes me to know that it wouldn't make hers. I'm just a random fan in a sea of millions. She would forget about me almost instantaneously. I love her, in all honesty. It's not healthy, but I love her. But how am I different? I am exactly the same as every single other fucking fan. I'll never be special in her eyes.

And how do you think she copes? Surely she would realise this. That with every day she is crushing the dreams of thousands of forlorn young men and women. It's not fair on her, having to live with that knowledge, that guilt.

I know it's sad, and I hope this obsession is just the rough end of the hormones....but honestly.

Questions

over 10 years
do you live in beijing
yes
deletedalmost 12 years
why are you so great
Swag ASS dope blunt bitches at my door

Achievements

6 / 20Super Sleuth!
4 / 20Do No Harm
2 / 10Gotcha!

Created Setups

over 11 years
야 잘지내냐 왜 대답을 안하니?? 오빠 보고싶어
over 11 years
happy birthday noona~!
almost 12 years
PLEASE VOTE FOR ME!!! http://www.epicmafia.com/topic/52064 I'D APPRECIATE YOUR SUPPORTING ^^
almost 12 years
Yo, man, I haven't talked to you in forever, how's it hanging?
deletedalmost 12 years
nice try love, hf suiciding in sandbox games
deletedalmost 12 years
o__________O >coming online and not saying shit to me more times than one AND posting on the forums?
deletedabout 12 years
i am a heron. i haev a long neck and i pick fish out of the water w/ my beak. if you dont repost this comment on 10 other pages i will fly into your kitchen tonight and make a mess of your pots and pans
about 12 years
YOU’VE BEEN HIT BY THE

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|KAWAII TRUCK | ‘|”“”;.., ___.
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MOTHERFUCKER ONCE U BEEN HIT, U HAVE TO HIT 8 FUCKING KAWAII ASS PEOPLE. IF YOU GET HIT AGAIN YOU’LL KNOW YOUR REALLY SO FUCKING KAWAII IT’S SO FUCKING SUGOI PEOPLE WILL PISS THEIR PANTS AND SHIT BRICKS AND YOU WILL BE THE MOTHERFUCKING LORD OF THE MOTHERFUCKING KAWAII! IF YOU BRAKE DIS MOTHERFUCKING CHAIN, YOULL BEE CURSED WITH UN-KAWAIINESS AND SHITINESS FOR 9000 YEARS SO PAS EET; HIT WHO EVER YOU THINK IS LE KAWAII
deletedabout 12 years
Treated
about 12 years
Hello my answer is a bit ;), Jolin Tsai is ok.
about 12 years
Taeyeon unnie
deletedabout 12 years
readdd pls
deletedabout 12 years
i thought i was ur gf
deletedabout 12 years
o__________o
deletedabout 12 years
tom why u wat i dont fkn even
about 12 years
That was honestly horrifying.
about 12 years
DASOM IS TOO BASIC TBH, I STILL LOVE HER THOUGH. ATLEAST ASK WHY I'M NOT SOYU, I WONT FEEL INSULTED BY THAT.
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ill be ur azn with a black booty
deletedover 12 years
omg ur avy 666
deletedover 12 years
u think ur cute?=]