how is everyone doing? has thecolonol been ostracized by the community yet? Is matt12 still 12 years old? did arcbell finally lose whatever leverage he had that allowed him to be a perpetual mod?
And why do people insist on making new accounts every week and act like we should inherently know who they are?
this is what I want to talk about AND MORE
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No because you're going to put it all behind you and be happy and I'm going to live vicariously through that happiness
Nowadays? I also hate my sister :) she's a worst parasite than me and keeps seeing my mother which i consider TREASON to my own blood, and several uncles of the familiy COVERED MY MOTHER in trial & such, they are traitors and they all deserve to die by my hand.
deletedabout 8 years
You are a stronger man than I, I most certainly come here to cry about my life
the point is that im kinda behind that past now, i want to live my life and be happy by myself with no one else and such, i don't come here to cry or about my life, i just told it cause i have no problem in opening myself so.
We denounce her, the minority defensor was a friend of my momma, in a meeting with a judge he openly threatened me & my brother, and the judge said that she was going to denounce me "cause death threaten is a crime", i was a 15 yo boy with some angery and depressive issues atm. All of this traslated to EVERYTHING of course. No friends, no girlfriends, no nothing, i repeated 3 years of high school cause of my depression, i am currently 21 yo and finished high school last year.
my sister one day checking through one of my mothers old closet found COCAINE that was OLD dated, imagine it... i saw her several times performing sexual acts to mens and ugh... the only thing that kept alive was computer and going to the psychologist, the denounce to my mother was lost, and even this year i had to see her after 6 years of not seeing her, and she almost got her beated up by me, but i am too respectful of a person sorry not sorry.
All of this "quilombos"(problems) leaved too many marks on me which are pretty obvious if u read 2 or 3 times how i shitspost or change my mood in seconds, there are MORE details about my family, like my sister was exorcised at the age of 19.
deletedabout 8 years
everything is awful and nothing matters and god is dead or malevolent
My sister was not close to me either, she was mean to me with no reasons... Beatups and insults with no reason continued, i grew a depressed child with the computer as my "second home" or my place to be "Alive" cause existence in home was miserable besides computer... I remember several times just coming home from school and random dudes coming out of home and i was like wtf who are these guys I also remember momma used my pc to sexchat with guys in MSN and such, camera a lot of creepy stuff that an 8-11 y/o child shouldn't see i believe.
(important detail) what we also saw quite frequently was my mother using some kind of medicine which tbh wasn't good for her...
K so... year 2004, my lil brother is born, name is not being told, family is "happy" blah blah blah, we barely see our father, he always tried his best to support us and get out of the house were we live in cause it was a bad place to be for a child.
In november 2008 the worst thing possible happens, the beatings were tireless for me , so i lived in the street for a couple of months alone. that wasn't the worst, NOT EVEN CLOSE, my father rescued me and we lived together with my sister, my sister too had problems with my momma so yeah, physical and such.
The thing is that my brobro had 4 y/o and in november he begins to tell us about a bad guy called X and 10 others persons that did bad things to him like threaten him, beated him up, tied him up, all of this done in the house of my mother, and my mother also participated and told him "son you have to hold on the pain it'll be over son", he got rap3d by my mother and his friends.
I will give some sensitive information here, let it be known from the beginning
Some random person with the last name "Selser", my father, Jaime, was studying circa the 80's and hooked up+married with a woman, will not reveal her name, she is my mother, the first person i've managed to genuinely hate.
Out of this marriage they came 3 persons, my sister(1992), me(1995) and my lil broda(2004)
They were married for ¿16? years according to both of them, but after the "divorce" strictly speaking they were still seeing each other back and forth, cause obviously me & my sister were in the middle of pretty much every argument they had.
We were always a rich family back in the day, talking to you lads like from the 90's, maybe even before that until like 2013< this will probably be xplaiined later
So kindergarten, all i remember was dad not being home and be beated up everyday by my mother, idk fam seems weird, let's move up until i was 8 shall we?
So i used to nap a lot with my momma cause i loved her and i was a little fatty, "un osito" as she would call me... One day i woke up in the middle of these naps and IDK how i was having sex with her, i just shut my eyes and woke up in my bed several hours later
The beatups by my mother NEVER ended until 13-14 when i ran out of home, i just escaped IN school they bullied me a lot cause i was a fatass, i was never too good and never could do thing right cause i was at the same a spoiled child let's say.
first part is too broad, I guess? There are a lot of mediums that Im learning to enjoy, but feel like Im just touching the surface.
My favorite movie is the dark knight. I think there are movies that are objectively better than the dark knight, but Ill never watch them as much...so can I really say I like them more?
I also really liked The Game. Probably the best first viewing experience of my life. But my brain waves synced up with what I think David Fincher wanted the audience to think, so I hesitate to recommend it to anyone, because I'm not sure they will have the same first viewing experience.
Fincher really plays with your mind in that movie, he leaves bread crumbs for you to pick up so you think youre one step ahead of michael douglass's character then bam, michael douglass follows your same train of thought, then bam, that theory is immediately shot down and youre just left with no idea where the movie is going....which is the best feeling you can experience while watching a movie
deletedabout 8 years
this image ive had on my profile seems to be more fitting for yours recidivsm
