like if i'm telling my life story to a kid who's getting volunteer hours at my nursing home I think it would be not a good story to talk about video games
Probably spending so much of my time in earlier years playing online games. Most of my big whoopsies were things I learned from and I don't regret them very much after some considerable time has passed but that is not one of them.
do you feel like everything you do and all of how you present yourself is a sham thats gonna fall apart like with the serial killers who try to live a normal life but they're not able to because they have an urge that goes against everything they do but maybe not as bad as that?
No it's more like sometimes I'm presenting myself in a certain way that isn't really me and then the way I present myself slowly becomes the actual me except for certain parts of me which are more or less just presentation.