How's everyone doing

Halifaxover 9 years ago

my psychologist told me everyone needs to vent sometimes and there is so much anger and bottled emotion I sense on this site so I thought i should start a thread so how is everyone feeling is everyone OK

feel free to pm me if you just want to TALK.

Poll
Today I feel...
happy28%8
dead inside21%6
bored14%4
confused10%3
sad7%2
sexually frustrated7%2
anger3%1
anxious3%1
motivated3%1
thecolonelover 9 years ago
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5o9HZvP5a6k
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Halifaxover 9 years ago
Recidivism
It's so I can make epicmafia a little bit sadder today
You don't make me sad lol. You make me pity you.
jessover 9 years ago
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xEbALC15Q1Y
deleteddeletedover 9 years ago
It's so I can make epicmafia a little bit sadder today
Halifaxover 9 years ago
Dead people don't suffer. Only living people do.

You still have to exist. That means you still are forced to experience. Unless you are suicidal, there is a reason you subconsciously still choose to live. Figure out why. I don't believe its so you can suffer.
deleteddeletedover 9 years ago
Actually spewing the most vile negativity I can makes me feel a lot better. It's like I'm taking my problems and making them problems for random people on the internet instead.

Gosh, I am so self-aware.
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thecolonelover 9 years ago
Recidivism
thecolonel
when i get like that i think about all the war guys who were in the heavy action platoons like the ones who saw all their buds get torn up by heavy artillery for politics and i think im being a p.u.s.s.y. so i shape up
Just IMHO I think my situation is harder to cope with than that
u can pretend like it isnt though and then u can be happier and stop pretending like its noble to mope around about dead people
deleteddeletedover 9 years ago
thecolonel
when i get like that i think about all the war guys who were in the heavy action platoons like the ones who saw all their buds get torn up by heavy artillery for politics and i think im being a p.u.s.s.y. so i shape up
Just IMHO I think my situation is harder to cope with than that
deleteddeletedover 9 years ago
Recidivism
I'm sad because it's what should have been the 21st birthday of someone who is dead who meant a lot to me, so I'm here to make myself feel better by reminding everyone here that my problems are much bigger and more important than their problems.
Man, it is amazing how self-aware I am. A big pat on the back to me, for being self-aware.
thecolonelover 9 years ago
when i get like that i think about all the war guys who were in the heavy action platoons like the ones who saw all their buds get torn up by heavy artillery for politics and i think im being a p.u.s.s.y. so i shape up
deleteddeletedover 9 years ago
This girl I'm dating makes it a lot easier, it's just especially hard to deal with the day she was born and the day she died.
deleteddeletedover 9 years ago
I'm sorry though, bud. I hope one day it gets easier for you.
deleteddeletedover 9 years ago
amor
It's the only thing in the world that makes me wish I was religious and believed in something after this.
Yeah I envy religious people for sure
thecolonelover 9 years ago
rip
deleteddeletedover 9 years ago
It's the only thing in the world that makes me wish I was religious and believed in something after this.
deleteddeletedover 9 years ago
Well if that doesn't scare you then you are a braver person than I
deleteddeletedover 9 years ago
I've had someone who I loved ripped away from me.
deleteddeletedover 9 years ago
amor
That whole "fragile existence" thing doesn't really scare me. I think I'd be more scared to have to put up with life for the rest of eternity. Now there's a scary thought.
Sure it doesn't scare you when you think about yourself, but think about the people you love the most, and imagine them being ripped away from you overnight. I bet that will scare you.
deleteddeletedover 9 years ago
That whole "fragile existence" thing doesn't really scare me. I think I'd be more scared to have to put up with life for the rest of eternity. Now there's a scary thought.
deleteddeletedover 9 years ago
I'm sad because it's what should have been the 21st birthday of someone who is dead who meant a lot to me, so I'm here to make myself feel better by reminding everyone here that my problems are much bigger and more important than their problems.
thecolonelover 9 years agoedited
ur sad about people dying in general?
deleteddeletedover 9 years ago
usagichan
this thread made me feel weird
People like to sweep death and grief under the rug, but I like to think they put smaller problems in perspective.
deleteddeletedover 9 years ago
If you're ever feeling positive, just remember how fragile the existence of you and everyone around you is.
deleteddeletedover 9 years ago
revisionism
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jessover 9 years ago
this thread made me feel weird
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