It's something I've thought about a lot in the past but ultimately my parents were horrible for one another and if it really was me then I did them a favor
I honestly never minded having a broken home. By never I mean like past the age of 12 but effectively the same thing
u sound like u feel u were the reason ur parents broke up, dude.
deleteddeletedover 11 years ago
Like you know how people always pose the hypothetical to new parents about having to choose between saving their child and saving their spouse and they always pick the child
That's horrifying to me. Not the idea of having to make the choice but the fact that I'd want to pick my spouse 100 times out of 100 but literally wouldn't be able to because they'd resent me forever. I can't imagine choosing literally anyone over the person that I picked to spend my life with and the idea that I'd literally have to not only do that but pick a little clump of genetic roulette over them without really getting a say makes me want to throw up
Going to fire up VBA, been thinking about but Pokemon/Gheb/AW seem to be calling.
deleteddeletedover 11 years ago
I'm pretty close to my parents but not especially close to my extended family. The idea of extended family just accepting me always felt really hollow to me and like I'm pleasant to them and maintain appearances but the whole thing always feels a little phony
I'm an only child and my parents split up when I was 7 but remained close and never lived more than 20 minutes apart from one another, so I've always had a relationship with both my parents. I think my feelings on children are based mostly on the idea that I want to live for myself and the fact that pregnancy significantly changes the female body and mind and I'm deathly afraid that whoever I end up with would come out on the other side of it as a different person who I didn't actually love anymore
1
deleteddeletedover 11 years ago
Yeah make a topic on the games forum or something and we can see who's interested, I'd be up for some casual advance wars
deleteddeletedover 11 years ago
that is interesting. do u have any family members u are really close to?
No Grit. I couldn't remember the teir list but no broken or we're remaking.
deleteddeletedover 11 years ago
Honestly that would be the easiest explanation but I'm not sure what 11 year old me has in common with 24 year old me mentally
I just have never been able to get to sleep until my body decides it's ready and the only things that have ever been able to alter that clock are beer, excessive eating, and sex
deleteddeletedover 11 years ago
If I weren't terrified by the idea of surgical tools near my weiner I probably would've already had a vasectomy tbh. I can't stand children and the fact that I know I'd go all in on parenting if it ever happened terrifies me because that's 18+ years that I'd be absolutely miserable out of nothing but pure paternal obligation
I've been trying but it's not working. I slept for like 4 hours earlier and I don't have to be at work for another 7 so hopefully I'll be able to snag a nap somewhere
deleteddeletedover 11 years ago
Milk and my stomach only get along like 50% of the time, and I'm allergic to soy so the substitutes are usually out
I read situationally but I'm the kind of person who finishes books in a single sitting so really it's a mood thing for me
It's honestly pretty solid. I mean it's a bit monotonous and you'll get your fair share of bad people but it's easy and the money's really good and I pay almost no taxes because of some idiotic agreement the IRS made with the gaming commission. Like 80% of my coworkers are male and most of them play as well. I dabble a bit but just don't have the patience to play cards for 20+ hours a week even though I know I could make a nice side profit
You'll have to elaborate because I don't know what you're talking about
deleteddeletedover 11 years ago
drink milk dude. do you get much reading done? what's being a poker dealer like? it's an interesting job very often done by single middle aged women looking to be in on men's banter in my experience lol
