I don't see you having that big of a presence on this site/mod team as some of the other users, and thus I don't have much of an opinion on you. You tend to hang back a lot unless there an opportunity to circlejerk about nostalgia, or anytime the topic of Arcbell pops up lol. It's concerning that you're still devoted to him despite all the terrible things he has done to this site and to the players on this site. Nonetheless, I appreciate your dedication to the working on the mod team and there's really nothing I can complain about.
My perception of you is that you feel a bit entitled to the open admin position based on how thirsty you've acted in discussions. I think it's your only means of closure and accomplishment after Lucid removed you as sandbox lobby owner some time ago. My first memory of you was positive--you were very welcoming of me when I came back on this site. Aside from a few questionable moments, you've been generally enjoyable to mod with.