because considering the amount of bias present in the 2nd pastebin, I do not feel at all safe r/n despite public opinion being heavily against it. if such a decision is made, I want a proper chance to defend myself instead of it happening while I'm asleep, and I deserve a proper response to my counter pastebin as well instead of all these things being decided in the shadows.
Do you have a goal that truly you yourself want to achieve or only goals that people or society has told you that you want to achieve? Try starting there or drink urself stupid.