It's not that I don't give a f*ck, but that it took me a really long time to figure out what to give a f*ck about. I'm still super vulnerable in the sense that I get attached and care for people super easily and will do anything and go on the offensive for any one of my friends at the drop of a hat. I've been burned too many times with that within the last like 2-3 years that I had to seriously reevaluate my sh*t.