Hi so, its really hard for me to make this forum post because I've had to deal with it for so long, and I guess I always just brushed it aside like it was nothing, but for the last 4-5 years on EM, I just don't think I can allow myself to feel this way, and just to push aside such a huge thing.

I always thought me brushing this away was my mind knowing it was only a joke, but things like this cannot be joked about. We do not truely know ourselves, or can be fully proud of ourselves until we accomplish the great, face our fears, and stand up for what is right.

To have someone just completely set aside our emotions and feelings, to make us feel like we don't even exist, I cannot even begin to explain how difficult it is. How emotionless you become. How you can feel as though, should I even be here? IS THIS WHO I REALLY AM? WHY IS THIS WHO I AM? - Do I even matter? :c

You took the power you feel that you possessed and made comments that hurt not only me but a community of people. You all did. You hurt us, you abandoned us when all we have done is love and support you all. We are there when you are falling asleep, messaging you to sleep, but when we sleeping? - no-one is there, you all go back to your own lives pretending like this is fine. That your comments define who we are. BUT THAT IS IT. I have to set it straight.

Even typing this makes me upset, but I know that others going through the same thing as me, and I need to be brave for all of us

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.... New Zealand and Australia are different things you idiot, stop discriminating the sexist accent owning country.