I am most likely going to like be banned within a week or like give away my accounts if i cant delete them.

Before doing this I want to apologize for my behavior lately. I honestly should have just left the site when I felt like I was getting harassed and had no help. Sorry for the theater show. some of you got amusement from it probably. some i maybe hurt in the process and I am sorry for this. I was not trying to hurt someone, but just trying to stop my pain.

this was an experiment designed to fail coming back here when people knew my accounts. I needed to be able to hide from the ones that made me anxious and like caused me a lot of pain. I shouldn't have even bothered with the situation that I knew existed, but I wanted to come back to keep my mind off radiation.

anyways again I am sorry for those that I hurt and just annoyed here. it like was not intentional. some of you have been so sweet and i really appreciate you all that were great to me, including my dog and cat friends, and a few others of you that had my back for so long.