I can't remember very well, but I know it happened while I was listening to a lot of monstercat around late 2014. I knew a lot of the artists were independent and/or were doing the music on their own. I got curious and looked into how music production even works, at least via your computer b/c lmao @ affording studios. I decided to try my hand at it, and I enjoyed it a lot. And this is where I'm at right now.
I have considered going all in with music production: Quitting whatever else I was doing (school, etc.) to spend time honing my skills and reading up production articles/how to make it big or at least make a living from it. It would be a pretty big gamble imo. You hear of the successes of various artists but you never hear about all the ones that got nowhere with their art. So I never took that leap, partly because I don't trust that road, partly because I don't feel ready yet.
To go back to the question though, I just find so much joy in creating music because you decide how it goes/which elements to introduce and fade away. And there is a sense of accomplishment when you know that you're the one who created this beautiful piece.
I am not really intimidated by you at all, but I get where a lot of people are coming from if they are though. You seem like a really nice dude, but fsr, you always strike me as a "God" tier player and someone that you shouldn't mess with, even outside of a survivor game. Idk... just my two cents...
