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Addiction

D3xTr0m3th0rph4n
almost 10 years

Where my drug addicts at?...

This is a topic where that:

  • drugs shall not be glorified
  • give your story and how/why you became/want to become sober (what motivated you?)
  • we encourage others
  • talk about why substances can not controll us
  • share coping skills
  • ect.

MY TWO CENTS:

I never really considered myself to be a drug addict, denial was a huge hurtle that I had to face. I still can't say I have even conquered denial yet. The mind is a absolutely crazy thing, truly our actions are puppets of our true selves. I feel like I buried my true self alive years ago. I still feel as if a last hurrah is in my future, and even though I know how that will end..its literally crazy I still think I am in control.

> Addiction is slavery

As of today, I'm 7 days off the beast they call heroin. This drug truly taught me what it was to be a slave to yourself, if that makes sense. The things I have put myself/other through to make myself "HAPPY" with heroin were shallow/selfish/unforgivable/ and disgusting. After 7 days, I can say most of the withdrawls are over..I have not slept in a whole week though..that really sucks. Opiates are not a joke.

I'm going to cut this short, maybe I'll expand on my thoughts later. Thanks folk..peace luv

>We can not let these substances control our lives.

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mazbi says

im addicted to being rtarded, help


same
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im addicted to being rtarded, help
Mhmmmm
over 9 years
I inject 0.1 mg of speed into my system every day to become superhuman.
Katie
over 9 years
best of luck with your interview dude, if you get the job i hope you can find a strong network there that can help you transition so it isn't too much for you to handle all at once
D3xTr0m3th0rph4n
over 9 years
Meh, im doing okay. Going to a job interview tomarrow, where if i get the job i'll be working 12-16 hours a day. So thats pretty cool, won't have the time to be f*ckin around. Kinda scary tho because cash is obviously a vice lol.
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hope all is well d3x
D3xTr0m3th0rph4n
over 9 years
thanks yall,. enjoyed comming back and reading some of this
Hunt
almost 10 years
not me
thecolonel
almost 10 years
12 step programs and rehab centers usually have really bad success rates. AA is something like 5% and rehab centers won't release their stats. People don't understand addiction. This book is probably the best resource for staying sober https://www.amazon.com/Breaking-Addiction-7-Step-Handbook-Ending/dp/0061987395/
Devante
almost 10 years

LeMeJoe says

I think society today romanticizes drugs.

I might get for this, but *COUGH* WEED *COUGH*


pretty sure our generation is a lot less into hard drugs as say our parents, who were for the most part doing sh*t like pcp & quaaludes(s/o bill cosby)
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LeMeJoe says

I think society today romanticizes drugs.

I might get for this, but *COUGH* WEED *COUGH*


whast this even mean? people like drugs? did people not like drugs before this current generation? is like drugs a new thing? have you been alive long enough to *really* say that nobody liked drugs before now?
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i want to sex the weed
LeMeJoe
almost 10 years
I think society today romanticizes drugs.

I might get for this, but *COUGH* WEED *COUGH*
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im getting a headache just looking at taht, holy shiz
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i think i have a problem guys

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im addicted to suppositories
Endorphins
almost 10 years

Peta says


Endorphins says

I drink a 6 pack atleast a day and usually a 24 + on the weekend.


That's really awful, dude.


Thanks, man.
Satan
almost 10 years

Peta says

Cigarettes are badass.


wanna smoke some cigarettes on my stoop
Peta
almost 10 years

Endorphins says

I drink a 6 pack atleast a day and usually a 24 + on the weekend.


That's really awful, dude.
Peta
almost 10 years
Cigarettes are badass.
Endorphins
almost 10 years
I drink a 6 pack atleast a day and usually a 24 + on the weekend.
Sonrio
almost 10 years
I mean i drink but its not like smoking or getting high thats just regular for a party..im just scared of anything else
jack
almost 10 years

Sonrio says

I'm scared to touch anything because I was raised like it but I also want to try stuff at least once. But I'm afraid...


speaking as someone who was raised the exact same way, it's ok to try these things when you're older. i drank for the first time when i was 18, i love getting drunk now. i didn't try weed until last spring, i love getting high now. but you should only do what you're comfortable with, even if it's a new step. don't be afraid to take as much time as you need to figure out if it's for you
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never done anything but drink and smoke weed, but i smoke weed alone cause its the perfect thing to do alone. never drink alone tho like wtf
Endorphins
almost 10 years
one time I did a half ball in under 15 mins.