thanks for the comments, retti. like empire i've grown up a lot since i first came on here, and one of the things that i've learned to do is open up to people more rather than just "post oneliners all the time" (as someone once said).
I really appreciate your comments but I think you have one thing wrong.
I am more obsessed now with being a top player than at any point prior. It's just that the only evaluation of my play that matters to me is my own. Should also note that my competitiveness isn't intended for use in mafia, though, it's just an area to practice.
Other than that, I really, truly appreciate this-you've seen me grow a lot, starting from when I was 14 to now when I am 20. Some of this was painfully public, a lot of it was tangible but hidden. It means a lot to have you acknowledge that growth, so thank you.
A long time ago, I made a thread with evaluations, and I gave a very harsh one for you, calling you essentially a door mat at times. You were so much more than that then, but that is something that I would never describe you as now. You are a lot more thoughtful and mature, and less concerned with the peer pressure that always seemed to me to bother you before. I hope you're doing as well in person as you are here, too.
