I have found myself wondering the same thing. I came to realize he's done a lot for me and I've done substantially less for him so recommending him for admin doesn't hold much weight, if it holds any at all, in regards to him feeling any debt towards me. I understand it now is what I'm getting at, so you don't have to be too surprised. Time changes lots of things.
im very aware of the fact that it was before snk which is why i said his insult was incorrect, that doesn't mean he knew that. in the moment he actually held it over her head and implied something he knew nothing about which also tied into a suicide albeit a fake one, lmao. again, blaming a potential death on someone is preposterous and using false info to insult people when you have no ammo
