After a certain amount of time passes, no one cares that you did bad things on Epicmafia. I'm living proof of that. Confess your old sins.
If you'd like to confess anonymously, you can PM father Arcbell with your sins, and I will in turn post to this thread with no name attached. I have sworn a holy oath to keep these confessions from judging eyes.
i too pretended to be a grown woman when i joined em at the tender age of 14 .. also i pretended to be from the ukraine or switzerland or smth for my first month on the site cause i wanted 2 be quirky and cool
also for a while I was extremely paranoid of arcbell like he was just as scary as life itself ending but it seems like he's cool again now and I generally liked him a lot before the leaks drama
thought I'd do some thorough confessions (this is basil not John btw)
my first year or so on this site I used to catfish out of shame of being 14 and used a fake pic in pics pls but nobody got mad at me when I admitted except for terra. as soon as vancy modded me I silently deleted the pics and nobody realized or remembered
I was very trusting of people who didn't deserve to be trusted as a mod (i.e. Prevail) and that whole Flex thing was a mess it was totally wrong for me to even get involved let alone not tell my modteam it was prevail until I slipped. I don't feel remorse towards prevail for slipping though, I think if I ever displayed that it was me faking it out of just avoiding being targeted by arcbell and such
I silent banned every account I suspected of being Rawrarrior when I got modded (hypocritically), for a while I was really salty about stuff and suspected he used to be about a billion older banned users but we're friends again now
I threw a game once for wetzel (nicole) because I wanted her to trophy but nobody knew about it and she didn't end up trophying
I cheated for like 3-4 games wayyy back before I had a skype or knew anybody or even knew cheating was "bad" but then stopped because I felt guilty fast
I did a loooot of sh1ttalking in the modchat during my Jasper days but I've mostly apologized to everyone I did it to (Rutab, sonseray)
idk I dont think I did much else that was bad besides pushing REALLY HARD to get Moocow off the modteam without him knowing but I feel zero remorse for that, I'm still pissed off at how much his inactivity and high appeal count got under my skin
even now that I'm an obvious ex cheater and terrible person of the past, I still have snobby standards of who shouldn't be a mod like people who have very recently did questionable things, but now I can't whine about it as much
So despite the rumours I never actually did account share with rwf while I was a mod and she wasn't but there was a few bad things I did do.
On a couple ocassions between 2012-2014 I worked with banned users to harrass or get people who were unnecessarily rude to me banned.
I also during arcbells modding period hard blocked a lot of people, a couple so hard that when I came back as a mod 7 months later the people were still blocked and nobody could explain to me why other than, they have always been blocked. lol
I felt they didn't deserve to be modded because I had this really high standard that you instantly failed if I disliked you or had ever had a forum argument that i had seen. haha
