That's fine. To take a serious tone here I probably came off pretty badly because I had a stubborn mentality where I sacrificed my presentation on the forums and others feeling that I didn't really need to so long as I did x amount of reports. There was a time before you where I didn't think that and tried hard in both aspects, but it was draining to me because I didn't think anyone cared. This also includes the stubborn mentality where I felt that I didn't have to fall in line with others because I didn't believe in it and acted strictly independent, to the point where I hardly talked or hardly did anything. I would ask for opinions here and there for reports but I never actively tried to be much of a team person. That was likely my downfall.
I wasn't a fan of you as a mod and that was half the reason I didn't mod you along with you going through a rough time. You seemed to do your own thing without the team (ie forum rules, r-word, etc other threads idr) that just ended up looking bad on the team. You also didn't seem v reliable when I modded with you and left modding via self deleting and of course modding on and off more than any other mod probably up until japter now who I feel the same about. Jasper wanted me to co-admin with you really badly but I turned that down. I really adore you as a person however so don't take anything personally.
