I took the razor blade that has been in my bedroom for over 2 years now, one which I have held many times attempting to take my own life, and thrown it away. I just threw it into the garbage with such force. I feel like a giant weight has been lifted off my shoulders. Feel free to not respond to this but to everybody who has helped me on this site, I thank you. You are all heroes.
And people are still telling me that online friends aren't real friends... but i guess it's kind of true since the online community is so much better! (:
Take care and tell your children about the people on EM who helped you during dark times.
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deleteddeletedover 11 years ago
Aw Bear that's incredible. Good job man this is incredibly nice to hear.
Sheesh, don't take your own life. It's too precious to have it wasted. Remember, you only live it ONCE. You can't redo it. Make the best of it. Become what you want to be. Live the life you want to live and get OUT of that hole!
Glad to see you're not dead though, I like playing with you here in EM!
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deleteddeletedover 11 years ago
So happy for you bear! Glad you approaching everything with more positivity.
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deleteddeletedover 11 years ago
congratulations. i've been there, and life has only gotten better since.
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deleteddeletedover 11 years ago
K you do that
deleteddeletedover 11 years ago
Well, those words aren't very kind. I am starting to doubt your qualifications as a psychiatrist.
Taken from Bear's profile: "Everybody deserves some kind words. If you are experiencing anything, feel free to PM me about it. I am taking the job of EM therapist. Everything you say to me will be confidential."
Bear, I feel rather depressed that the mods are continually deleting my posts. Any advice?
Good job, man. That's something to be proud about. =) If you ever have those types of thoughts again and you need someone to talk to, I (and many others in this community) are here.
